(poem to my mom) puisi untuk mamah

i never love someone like i love my dad, my mom, and myself.
but, i always try to love someone else with my own heart, pure, deep, the best as i can do.
like trying to write the romantic lines, poems, or songs.
i don't know, but i never really did it.

i think it's selfish when you said you love someone more than you love yourself.
it's nonsense and it's stupid.
what else, you still have your parents in this world.
for me, love for parent is the most important but i don't know about you guys.

these 4 years are not easy to me, i believe for mom and my brothers too.
i'm 25 years 7 month old now and i still feel like "i still need my father".
"it's nice if you're here dad. with us".

"everything's gonna be okay, if you're still here".

i don't know if it's stupid or not but it's not gonna be easy to accept the reality.
i'm not that young but not that old yet.

but i keep growing up, grow old even without my dad, i know he wants me
to keep alive. his treatment to me, makes me who i am today.
close people said i'm an independent girl.

i can say i'm ready for any situations in my life.
i am the best version of myself now and it's because of my dad and my mom.

tomorrow, my mom's going to turn 48.
i remember last year i gave her ~$35 perfume.
this year, i promise that i will save my money for her wishes.
but i can't pass it just like that.
that's why i make this. a poem.

POEM TO MY MOM 

mom, thank you 

to choose me as your daughter

to take care of me

25 years are not the short time

thank you to be the good mother of us

mom, thank you

to let me to chase my dreams

as i wanted

i want to travel the world 

and you let me to do it this time

i want you to know

that i will always come back home to you

cause you are a home to me

wherever i am

to knowing you're good and happy

is enough for me

mom, 

don't get too stress

take it all easy

it's the time for me to take care of you

and all of my responsibilities 

as your daughter

tell me anything

tell me your wishes

i wish you all the best

love, ica.

Don't Call Me Angel Chord

Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel


Am                                    
Uh, don't call me angel when I'm a mess
                                 Am 
Don't call me angel when I get undressed
         Am         N.C.                                        
You know I, I don't like that, boy
Am                                            
Uh, I make my money and I write the checks
                               Am
So say my name with a little respect
                    Am
All my girls successful, and you're just our guest


Am
   Do I really need to say it?
G                     
  Do I need to say it again, yeah?
F
  You better stop the sweet talk
    G             
And keep your pretty mouth shut


Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel


Am                                                
   See you here with somebody, you sizin' up my body, oh yeah
Am                       N.C.                   
   Don't you know that I bite when the sun set, yeah
                       Am
So don’t you try come around me
                        Am      
Might work with her but not me, oh yeah
Am
   Don't you know that I bite when the sun set?

Am                       G
   Keep my name out your mouth
                 F   
I know what you about
                         D 
So keep my name out your mouth, oh yeah

Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel

F
I appreciate the way you watch me, I can't lie
          G
I drop it down, I pick it up, I back it off the county line
            E 
I fell from heaven, now I'm living like a devil
                          F
You can't get me off your mind

D        
I appreciate the way you want me, I can't lie
          G
I drop it low, I back it up, I know you wanna think you're mine
      E 
Baby, I totally get it, you can't guess so
                          F
You can't get me off your mind (we in it together, but don't call me angel)

Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel

Am                          
   (Yeah, you heard me) Angel, don't call me angel 
Am                                          
   (Yeah, you heard me)    Don't call me angel

볼빨간사춘기 (BOL4) – 워커홀릭 (Workaholic) Chord

볼빨간사춘기 (BOL4) – 워커홀릭 (Workaholic) Easy Chord

Intro :

C B   Em

C B   Em

C                                  B

meoril jilkkeun mukkgo 

Em

angyeongeul beoseodeonjyeo

 C                                          B                     Em

nan jigeum hwaga nasseum jjajeungi nasseum

C                             B

dapjangeul haejugo sipdagado

Em

ssoadaeneun maltudeuri

C                                    B          Em

jeonhyeo sarangseureopji anha

C                              B                           Em                  

siwonhan maekjureul han kaen masida yeah

C                              B                           Em

mundeuk seuchyeo jinaganeun eojeui gieok

C                              B                           Em

jigeum saenggakhae bonikka naega wae

C                                                 B       Em

ttaeryeochiwosseoya haessneunde

C                              B             Em

modu soneul deureo Beer Cheers u

                          C                              B            Em

aswipji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                              B          Em

useumbakke naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                            B    Em

nun tteoboni beolsseo achimi wasseum

C  B      Em

uuuuuuuuuu

C  B      Em

uuuuuuuuuu

C                             B                        Em

Everyday working ireodaga jukgessne

C                          B

But I love this right

Em

igeon naege majji

C                              B

baragiman haessdeon Up all night

Em

meori apeun ildeulman gadeukhae

C                     B                        Em

nan jigeum gwabuhaga wasseum

C                              B                           Em                  

siwonhan maekjureul han kaen masida yeah

C                              B                           Em
mundeuk seuchyeo jinaganeun eojeui gieok

C                              B                           Em
jigeum saenggakhae bonikka naega wae

C                              B                           Em
ttaeryeochiwosseoya haessneunde

C                              B             Em

modu soneul deureo Beer Cheers u

                            C                              B            Em
aswipji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                              B          Em
useumbakke naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                            B                        Em
nun tteoboni beolsseo achimi wasseum

C                   B                 Em

jigyeopdorok gateun ilsang soge

Am            B               Em

oneulman saragago sipeojyeo

C            B                          Em

geopmeokji ma Just face

                               Am    B

what you are doing yeah

Em

sigani eopseum

C                              B             Em

modu soril jilleo Feel this yeah

                               C                    B         Em

duryeopji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                          B                  Em

useumjocha naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                B            Em

nun tteoboni beolsseo

C B Em

C B Em

C B Em

Am B Em

C B Em

B Em

C B Em

Am B Em

C B Em

C                        B                           Em

modu soneul deureo Beer Cheers u

                          C                            B        Em

aswipji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                             B                                              Em

useumbakke naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                           B   Em

nun tteoboni beolsseo achimi wasseum

uuuuuuuuuu

uuuuuuuuuu

achimi wasseum

which path ? // my 2014's confusion

hey,

(honestly, i'm not sure who i am talk to everytime i said "hey" in my blog)

but hey, 

for you who is struggling with your life..

for you who is trapped with something like job, your own passion, your love life..

stay sane..

don't give up.

2014 is my biggest year because music choose me. i didn't like to work for a company in my 20's but 5 years have passed, it seems i'm already out of my deadline. i'm no longer making any lists, bucket list, wishlist. it's not that i don't motivated by something but, i know i have to do or make something better, not only dreaming. so by the time, i've changed. 

there's a point in ourselves that we can't change but we always got a life lessons so it's impossible for us to stay the same the whole years. example : i STILL like a simple style, but people don't think my mind is simple now. because we are keep growing, keep learning, keep falling. and i can feel that it's like going back to 2014. where i was confuse with my life. which life's path that i should walk on.

i think my high school's life is my latest comfort zone. it's not that i wasn't grateful for what i achieved. but look at everybody else, i'm so different. i lost my dad when i was 21 years old and it was in my birthday. it's not easy but i know my lil brother suffering much than me. he was still in elementary that year. i always comparing my life with others, that's my bad side. but i always make it as a reference to stay alive. that, the earth is keep rotating. don't worry, we aren't always at the bottom of our lives. someday we will know how it feels to be on top. 

by the way "see you on top", Mr. Headbox said to me. 

i know.. 

i gotta try and be consistent

i've come so far like this

i just can't give up 

you know,

writing is the best treatment for me

so i will keep writing to you 

anyone, thanks for supporting me 

'til today

i have a silly and arrogant wishlist,

here

updated list :

i want to be rich and help poor people.

Nyanyi di Mini Gignya Irine Sugiarto

yasss! ini kedua kalinya main di gig Irine Sugiarto. kali ini judulnya Tiba-Tiba Ready, Set, Nyanyi. sesuai sama judulnya itu, kita emang tiba-tiba aja gitu. aku awalnya iseng dm yuk kapan ketemu lagi. kebetulan dia emang pas lagi pulang ke Balikpapan terus mau bikin mini gig dan diajak ngejam gitu. asyik! kali ini, panggungnya enak banget, santai yang santai banget dah. nggak perlu ini itu, apa adanya dan mereka, kru, penonton yang kebanyakan musisi lokal juga, suportif banget. kerasa banget hangat suasananya. dan yang motoin juga banyak, bagus-bagus juga. ada wawan, kak paksi, sama wicky-super chooper. ini ada beberapa foto dari mereka, thanks berat!

buat Irine, makasih banyak dan pengisi lainnya (emi, kak ezra), semoga sukses! see you on the next gigs~

 

photo by:

@paksisandang

@electroduceboy_

@wancukz

Project With Aliefnoufals

hey, just want to tell a lil story/experience i did last year. i had a project with Alief, i'm featured in his album in a song called 'Silvia'. if you guys want to listen to it, please hit the link below :

and Alief's friend made the video lyric, it's awesome, check it out here :

Punch - Done For Me (Chord)

Capo 4

Em C Am B7

Em     C                                     G                  D/F#
Jiulge neoege namgyeojwotdeon chueokkkajido
Em     C                                     G               B7/F#
Baralge neowaui gieokdo namji mothage
C                                                    G                 
Deoneun dagagal su eopseo nege
Am                                         Em
Ireon maeumi neomu duryeowo
C                                             G
Neoui gieok modu gajyeoga jwo
Am               B7
Da jiwojwo
                        Em
Done for me

Em/D  Am  B7

Em
Kkaekkeusi jiwojil su isseulkka
Bm/D
Neol beoseonal su isseulkka
C                                             Bm                   
Saranghaetdeon gieokdo da biwonael su isseulkka
Am
Deo irwojil suneun eopseo
G
Nan dagagal su eopseo
F#m
Michin deusi ttwieoga
B7
Neo eomneun gose ga
Em
Sarangeun gatgo namgyeojin chueokdeureun apatgo
C                                                 Bm
Nega naege namgyeojwotdeon gieogeun gasiga dwaetgo
Am
Da sarajyeosseumyeon hae
G
Modu jiwojyeosseumyeon hae
F#m
Na swil su itge neol

Em                 C                     G                                D/F#
Tteonalge gajil su eomneun neoran geol algo isseo
  Em                   C                   G                       B7/F#
Bonaelge neowaui gieok modu da beorilge
C                                                    G                 
Deoneun dagagal su eopseo nege
Am                                         Em
Ireon maeumi neomu duryeowo
C                                             G
Neoui gieok modu gajyeoga jwo
Am               B7
Da jiwojwo
                        Em
Done for me

Em/D  Am  B7

Em             Bm/D
Naui gieogeseo tteonagajwo
C                                       Bm
Neoui chueokdeuldo gajyeoga jwo
Am            G                     
Jiwojwo neoui geuriumkkajido
Em                    Em/D
Geuriwodo geuripjineun anke
C                                      Bm                     Am
Modeun sungandeureul ijeobolge da ijeulge
G                                 B7/F#
Neoui jageun heunjeokkkajido

Em     C                                     G                  D/F#
Jiulge neoege namgyeojwotdeon chueokkkajido
Em     C                                     G               B7/F#
Baralge neowaui gieokdo namji mothage
C                                                    G                 
Deoneun dagagal su eopseo nege
Am                                         Em
Ireon maeumi neomu duryeowo
C                                             G
Neoui gieok modu gajyeoga jwo
Am               B7
Da jiwojwo
                        Em
Done for me
C G B7
Em C G B7

C                             
Neoreul tteonal subakke
G
Meoreojil subakke eopseunikka
Am                                                Em
Ireon nareul jebal yongseohaejwo
C                                  G        Am      B7/F#
Eonjenganeun uri dasi mannal su itgireul
Em/D  Am  B7
Done for me
Em/D  Am  B7
Done for me
Em/D  Am  B7

Paul Kim - So Long Chord

[Intro]

C G Am Gm C  F Fm F

[Verse 1]

C                F
annyeong iraneun mareulhae
G                 Em           Am 
jjalpeun siganeul dwiro hanchaero
Dm                   G 
yeojeonhi apeugessjiman
       C           F         Bm            E 
harusbam jago namyeon sarajineun kkumcheoreom
    Am     Dm          G          C
neoreul oh ijgedoelkka duryeowojyeo
        F    B                Em
musimhi neol tteoollige doemyeon
Am             Dm                   G
buranhaejineun mam eotteohge haeyahani

[Chorus]

C                G
annyeong ijeneun annyeong
Am            Fm            C
i mal dojeohi hal suga eopseo
      G                  F
neoro gadeukchan nae maeum
          C        G
gyeou naega hal su issneun il
        Fm               Dm
neoreul saranghaneun geo
     G                   C
dasi neol mannal su issgil

[Instrumental]

C G Am G F C G

[Verse 2]

C               F           E
aju orae jeonbuteo jeonghaejin yeoniljido
      Am  G  D  Dm             G          C
neobakke moreul naega doeeossdeon geuttaega
           F F#m               Em
duryeowojyeo neol ango isseumyeon
Am          Dm                       G
jakku yoksimina eojjeol su eopsneungeol

[Chorus]

C                G
annyeong ijeneun annyeong
Am            Fm            C
i mal dojeohi hal suga eopseo
      G                  F
neoro gadeukchan nae maeum
          C        G
gyeou naega hal su issneun il
Am      Fm               Dm 
neoreul saranghaneun geo
     G                   C
dasi neol mannal su issgil

[Bridge]

F         C    F      A
gutge dathin jeo muni yeollimyeon
A#                                  G
geuttaeneun neol dasi bol su isseulkka

[Outro Chorus]

C                G
jamsi seuchideut manna
Am                   Fm         C
unmyeongcheoreom nal kkot piuge hae
           G              F
maeil neol kkumkkugessjiman
G           C              G
gadeuk chaeul geuriummankeum
      Fm            Dm 
baraneun geon dan hana
           G             C
gyesok nae gyeote isseojwo