Sep, 12th 2024

I hope, writing is still my healing

Writing in this page, writing to you

I am enough to understand the situation

But what i value to myself is on my control

Not from outsiders

30 years enough to be selfish

I did everything when i was aware

I help and i initiate.. because i want it

It supposed to be like that on my side

It was not your force

It was pure my dedication

But if the feedback is not good enough now

I will accept it

No matter what, it was my decision

I have to visit some places in this city before i leave

I am used to moving since i was a kid tho

So it will be easier to learn and adapt in the new places

I hope so

It is in my dreams

I have to pursue it

I don't know where to go but with myself i believe

I know what's the right path for me

To live in my own happiness

To help myself first

And to live with no regrets anymore

First Time Try Infinix Phone!

Recently, i bought the Infinix Note 12 2023 for my brother. It is not the first time i bought him a phone, previously i remember i got him Redmi Note 8 then i switched it to Poco X3 Pro. Unfortunately, the Poco X3 Pro only last for 17 months of using before it completely died. I believe it happened after he upgrade the system to MIUI 13.0.5. But luckily they (Xiaomi) gave an additional 6 months warranty for dead X3 Pro, the final result for my brother's phone was replaced with Poco F4. Such a good luck! I have to sell it out to save some bucks and got him the Infinix Note 12 2023. I think it was a fair replace. It was hard to look up to the other brand.. because we are like Xiaomi family since 2015 eventho last year i use iPhone as my daily driver, this year i switched it back to Xiaomi device. 

This is a challenging thing for me, to find a great phone besides Xiaomi and my brother also love Xiaomi product a lot. But we'll never know 'til we give it a try. I am happy with Infinix in the first day, it feels great on hands and feels like a premium phone. With Helio G99 and a good price (only IDR 2.600.000 at promotion price) i think it's more than enough for my brother's daily driver phone. Actually, he didn't know about the Poco F4 haha. But yeah, i own that decision. 

hai

jadi, aku lagi coba self-promotion nih

karena (mudah-mudahan) sebentar lagi bakal ada yang baru 

rencananya akan di rilis secara fisik dan digital juga 

sama sekali nggak mau mengabaikan ego sendiri 

kali ini pure, yang akan didengar orang 

yang akan dibaca orang lain 

yang akan dinilai oleh orang lain

it's my real self

Go-Food Festival Balikpapan

Sunday, January 6th 2019

Hai! Nggak terasa udah tahun baru, i didn't really celebrate it but pray for a good thing. And i think i don't need to make any goals, because my previous one is still outstanding lol. Just like the other weekend escapes. I went out alone and suddenly picking Ayu up from the clinic and near to it, there's a food festival. Go Food festival at Fantasy Mall. I think it was a big festival and i love the interior. Too crowd but worth it. 50% cashback if you use Go-Pay for 1 time shop/valid idk, jadi dapat cashback 50% dengan go pay berlaku untuk 1 kali pembelian ditempat yang sama. 

Dan untuk merayakan pergantian tahun yang gak rame-rame amat, i got a new phone. The cheap one again. idk. i can't be selfish. I understand that we are being adult, gotta pay this and that. so i can't really grant my own wishes for now. So, yeah Xiaomi. Redmi 1S, 2A, 3X, 4A, 5A, and now, Redmi 6A. Berurutan. Nailed it. Daripada malu pake hp murah, mending duitnya untuk kebutuhan mamah. And ofcourse, it's more than enough. Xiaomi gave me a very good experience since 4 years ago~ Maximizing minimalist thing. 

So, from now on, at least for 2019.. all my post/photo will be taken by the 6A. Have a nice day!

5 Years Goals by Tyas Alfisa

5 Years Goals, released

18 December 2018, 5:45 PM

Baru aja cuci piring, sendok dan panci yang ku pake buat masak mie. Bikin secangkir kopi instan panas. I swear I want to stop to drink instant coffee. I swear I know it’s not good. Tapi nggak sering, paling sebulan cuma 2 atau 3 kali. Nanti, bulan Januari aku bakal beli kopi bungkusan di Excelso atau tempat lain, pokoknya yang langsung seduh. Seenggaknya lebih aman daripada kopi instan. Ada suara samar, menggema dari rumah sebelah. Kayaknya lagi nonton sinetron yang di Indosiar itu, yang backsoundnya depressing. Aku beralih ke Google Chrome, cari album indie yang bisa di download tapi nggak nemu. Aku berakhir ke Soundcloud karena bosan ke Spotify mulu. Ke alamat soundcloudku sendiri, scroll sampe kebawah. 5 tahun lalu. Klik, diputar. Ingat banget tahun 2014 aku bimbang sekaligus ambil keputusan untuk tetap main musik, main gitar. Dan satu lagi, nyanyi. I swear, keraguan selama 5 tahun ini sudah aku lewati. Sampe di titik ini, aku nggak pernah nyesal. Aku beneran mau hidup dimana mimpi dan kenyataan nggak jauh beda. Lagi belajar, mulai untuk konsisten. Konsisten sama niat dan tujuan awal. Nggak muluk. Cuma mau buktiin kalo nggak bakal ada yang sia-sia. Bagiku musik itu ilmu. Alat musik itu alat untuk belajarnya. Nggak ada hal di bumi ini yang berdosa, kecuali niat dan tujuannya memang gitu. Aku sudah cukup berkeraguan kayak gitu. Siapapun kamu yang pernah bilang jalan hidupku dan pilihanku salah, nggak papa. Impian tetap impian kalo nggak di eksekusi. Tugasku bukan untuk membenarkan pendapat dan pikiran orang lain. Tapi mengurusi diri sendiri, biar bisa bantu orang lain. Tapi tunggu, I don’t feel sorry. This is life. This is a real life.

Riding to Samboja // Naik Motor ke Samboja

오랜만이야.. It's been a long time, i really want to post a story about travelling. It's not travelling though, but it is my first time riding out of the city, at least "out". I'm not riding lover, but i love this short trip. In October 2015, i once joined my friend's bike tour to Tenggarong but i didn't drive, so it's different thing. 

I'm.. being lazy a lot since i don't have camera. I trust digital camera pretty much than my smartphone's cam. But since i love to capture a lot, i'll saving more to get new camera. I would post 'photography' often. Not much to tell. I'm still feeling so tired. I've been planned this since 1 year i believe. To meet my friend there who's already have her second babies.. I love the journey, 2 hours riding my bike, follow the long straight road from Balikpapan. 



this was not long trip i guess, and i did not capture much, just a few places cause we were in hurry.. But i'm telling you, when you go on trip by car and bike, it is two very different things. Beda banget rasanya. Kalo buat cewek, pasti lebih enak/prefer mobil deh. Karena apa ? Satu, make up nggak luntur kena keringet. Dua, nggak kepanasan. Tiga, bisa tiduran ahaha. Tapi pengalamannya lebih terasa pas naik motor. Believe me. Kepanasan, kedinginan, keringetan, resiko. Bedak, lipstik luntur kena masker. I'm interest on it.

Kami start dari rumah jam 3, Minggu sore dan sampai di Samboja, tepatnya di Sanipah sekitar jam setengah 6 sore. Nama nama kelurahan di Samboja pake nama daerah jawa gitu. Kayak Wonotirto, Argosari, Margomulyo. Berasa di Jawa :D

Samboja is my grandma hometown, i am curious how if i live there. So i asked my friend to stay at her house for one day with my brother, karna kalo berhari-hari bisa ngga enak, takut ngerepotin. Samboja itu punya 21 kelurahan. Yang saya inget sih yang tadi Wonotirto, Amborawang Darat, Sanipah, Kuala, Tanjung Harapan, Teluk Pemedas, dll. Semuanya bisa dilalui lewat satu jalur guys. Jadi tuh bener-bener kayak jalan lurus gitu, kita bakal ngelewatin kelurahan-kelurahan di Samboja sekaligus. Keren tidak? Tapi kami cuma sampai Sanipah, nggak terus ke Handil. Kalau terus lagi, bisa bisa tembus ke kota Samarinda.

Sapi sapi besar makan rumput

Di sepanjang jalan melewati berbagai kelurahan tsb, banyak pemandangan bagus. Jaraknya pendek tapi worth it. Ada semacam kebun di Wonotirto, fyi di Wonotirto pemandangannya paling menarik. Ada lahan hijau yang lumayan luas, didalamnya banyak sapi sapi besar lagi makan rumput. Ada area persawahan juga yang saya yakin kalo sore hari bakalan sejuk banget. Tapi pas waktu pergi, kami nggak sempatin mampir karna sudah dekat maghrib. 

Sampai disana, malamnya cuma silaturahmi terus tidur. Besoknya langsung balik ke Balikpapan dan nyempetin ke pantai di Teluk Pemedas, nama pantainya pantai Pemedas. Lumayan terkenal dan banyak pengunjung di hari Senin. Awalnya kami bingung karena jarak pantai satu sama yang lain sangat berdekatan. Pantai pertama yang kami lihat adalah Pantai Pelangi, beberapa puluh meter kemudian ada lagi pantai Pemedas, satu lagi saya lupa.

Pintu Masuk Pantai Pemedas

Sekitar jam 12 siang, tengah hari guys, matahari di atas kepala banget itu. Kami pilih pantai Pemedas, tiket masuknya 5 ribu. Pantainya pendek, pengunjungnya ramai walau di hari Senin dan di siang bolong. Ada wahana nya gitu, ada banyak warung yang berjajar, dan paklek jualan es. Yha, seperti pantai pada umumnya. Cuma sangat sayang, pantainya kotor. Banyak sampah. Kalau di lautnya bersih. Banyak banget keluarga yang pada piknik, bawa tikar sendiri, ada juga yang nyewa. Makan bareng, foto bareng, atau sekedar duduk-duduk santai. Ada juga yang hammockan. Kalo nggak salah sih 3 cowok gitu sengaja bawa hammock. Kalau di Balikpapan ga bakalan deh pantai kota seramai ini di waktu siang.

Me (left), my brother (right)

 

Novid

Kami cuma mampir sebentar, sekitar setengah jam lalu balik ngelanjutin perjalanan pulang. Sampai di Wonotirto turun sebentar ke sawah, ada jembatan kayu panjang membelah area persawahan yang konon sering dijadikan latar potret pre-wedding dan tempat hunting paling menarik.

So, that's all we got. Sampai di Balikpapan sore hari. Cukup lelah daripada waktu berangkat.

Kampung Apung, Balikpapan

Taken with Nikon Coolpix S9900.
Friday, 21th October 2016.
Location : Kampung Apung, Balikpapan.

Google Maps

It's been a while. I might post more photographs later, i almost forget my bucket list hehe. But i'm back! So we went to Kampung Apung on Friday, without any plan before. I just ride my motorcycle 'til we get there. The view is great when sunset. I'm sorry i just explore Balikpapan now. Actually, i really want to capture more, but i just got these so far, i am happy. 

Contrast -8, Brightness -15

In Indonesia, it's called Kesusupan. I guess.

Contrast -5, Brightness -10

Before get there, i captured these (Melawai). 

 

We ended the day at Pertamina Helipad, one of very favorite spot in the city.

Mahavihara Buddha Manggala

Pictures taken at Mahavihara Buddha Manggala, Balikpapan, Indonesia
On September 5, 2015
I went to this monastery to look around with my friend, Aulia.

We can't enter the main room where the big buddha statue placed

Don't ask about this pose kkk

Honestly, i just opened my new online shop through Instagram and will sell one of them is bag which i wore in this picture.

Mahavihara Buddha Manggala location is in :
JL. MT.Haryono RT 43 No. 153, Graha Indah Ring Road, Provinsi Kalimantan Timur, 76114