Minimalism, A Small List

It's been 15 months since we move to the new rent house near my office (not anymore) and i believe it's been almost a year me decluttering my stuff. My clothes, little stuff like gifts, broken toy, etc. I also bought my dream stuff (honestly, it was my bestie bought me a rack from IKEA). It isn't that expensive one, idk why so hard to have it. 

I never said that i'm a minimalist, but as i remember i used to mention in my social media profile such as Facebook, Twitter that i always love simple. In fact, since i live separate from my mom, it's like the right time to make my dreams come true (to declutter stuff). I think my mom is maximalist, she love unique and antique also cute stuff.

I used make a list (since 2014) and i stop it in this year 'cause i know that i have enough list. I just have to buy and tick one by one. Now, i want to share all i have done to my room, just a small list but i'm happy with it :

1. Have an IKEA mulig rack (done) - after 5 years sitting on my list
2. Paint my small table white (done)
3. Paint my room all white (on process) - including window's and door's frame
4. Decluttering clothes (50% done)
5. Have a storage box (done) - i bought this from Hypermart and brought it to my house by bike with my bestie
6. Fixing my curtain rod
7. Only own what i need

Next time, i will share the progress picture of my room. 

Tyas Alfisa - Put Your Records On (Cover)

Kenangan Manis - Pamungkas Chord

Intro :
E A E A

[Verse 1]
C#m                                             A
Tawa yang terlepas tanpa ada makna
C#m                                             A
Cerita lama yang selalu dibawa
A
Diam-diam hati ini mengerti
F#m
Teringat dan jadi ciri
E                                    F#m
Tentangmu, tentangmu...

[Chorus]
E                      B                         F#m
Tuk sementara sampai berjumpa
E                      B                         F#m
Bersama-sama bercanda lagiE                      B                         F#m
Kenangan manis di hari ini
E                      B                         F#m
Jadi alasan untuk kembali

[Verse 2]
C#m                                             A
Semua mimpi tinggi dan segala dramaC#m                                             A
Dijadikan canda dikeluh bersama
A
Terkadang-kadang mata bicara
A
Seakan-akan semua rahasia
E
Oh kebodohan antara kita
                               F#m
Jadi kenangan manis

[Chorus]
E                      B                         F#m
Tuk sementara sampai berjumpa
E                      B                         F#m
Bersama-sama bercanda lagiE                      B                         F#m
Kenangan manis di hari ini
E                      B                         F#m
Jadi alasan untuk kembali


E                      B                         F#m
Tuk sementara sampai berjumpa
E                      B                         F#m
Bersama-sama bercanda lagiE                      B                         F#m
Kenangan manis di hari ini
E                      B                         F#m
Jadi alasan untuk kembali
C#m                 B                     F#m
Kenangan manis sehari ini
C#m                 B                     F#m
Jadi alasan untuk kembali
E                      B                         F#m
Jadi alasan untuk kembali

E A E A

(poem to my mom) puisi untuk mamah

i never love someone like i love my dad, my mom, and myself.
but, i always try to love someone else with my own heart, pure, deep, the best as i can do.
like trying to write the romantic lines, poems, or songs.
i don't know, but i never really did it.

i think it's selfish when you said you love someone more than you love yourself.
it's nonsense and it's stupid.
what else, you still have your parents in this world.
for me, love for parent is the most important but i don't know about you guys.

these 4 years are not easy to me, i believe for mom and my brothers too.
i'm 25 years 7 month old now and i still feel like "i still need my father".
"it's nice if you're here dad. with us".

"everything's gonna be okay, if you're still here".

i don't know if it's stupid or not but it's not gonna be easy to accept the reality.
i'm not that young but not that old yet.

but i keep growing up, grow old even without my dad, i know he wants me
to keep alive. his treatment to me, makes me who i am today.
close people said i'm an independent girl.

i can say i'm ready for any situations in my life.
i am the best version of myself now and it's because of my dad and my mom.

tomorrow, my mom's going to turn 48.
i remember last year i gave her ~$35 perfume.
this year, i promise that i will save my money for her wishes.
but i can't pass it just like that.
that's why i make this. a poem.

POEM TO MY MOM 

mom, thank you 

to choose me as your daughter

to take care of me

25 years are not the short time

thank you to be the good mother of us

mom, thank you

to let me to chase my dreams

as i wanted

i want to travel the world 

and you let me to do it this time

i want you to know

that i will always come back home to you

cause you are a home to me

wherever i am

to knowing you're good and happy

is enough for me

mom, 

don't get too stress

take it all easy

it's the time for me to take care of you

and all of my responsibilities 

as your daughter

tell me anything

tell me your wishes

i wish you all the best

love, ica.

Don't Call Me Angel Chord

Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel


Am                                    
Uh, don't call me angel when I'm a mess
                                 Am 
Don't call me angel when I get undressed
         Am         N.C.                                        
You know I, I don't like that, boy
Am                                            
Uh, I make my money and I write the checks
                               Am
So say my name with a little respect
                    Am
All my girls successful, and you're just our guest


Am
   Do I really need to say it?
G                     
  Do I need to say it again, yeah?
F
  You better stop the sweet talk
    G             
And keep your pretty mouth shut


Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel


Am                                                
   See you here with somebody, you sizin' up my body, oh yeah
Am                       N.C.                   
   Don't you know that I bite when the sun set, yeah
                       Am
So don’t you try come around me
                        Am      
Might work with her but not me, oh yeah
Am
   Don't you know that I bite when the sun set?

Am                       G
   Keep my name out your mouth
                 F   
I know what you about
                         D 
So keep my name out your mouth, oh yeah

Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel

F
I appreciate the way you watch me, I can't lie
          G
I drop it down, I pick it up, I back it off the county line
            E 
I fell from heaven, now I'm living like a devil
                          F
You can't get me off your mind

D        
I appreciate the way you want me, I can't lie
          G
I drop it low, I back it up, I know you wanna think you're mine
      E 
Baby, I totally get it, you can't guess so
                          F
You can't get me off your mind (we in it together, but don't call me angel)

Am                                           
Boy, don't call me angel, you ain’t got me right
                Am                       
Don't call me angel, you can't pay my price
                 G                      F
Ain’t from no heaven, yeah you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)
                        D 
Even though you know we fly (though you know we), don't call me angel

Am                          
   (Yeah, you heard me) Angel, don't call me angel 
Am                                          
   (Yeah, you heard me)    Don't call me angel

볼빨간사춘기 (BOL4) – 워커홀릭 (Workaholic) Chord

볼빨간사춘기 (BOL4) – 워커홀릭 (Workaholic) Easy Chord

Intro :

C B   Em

C B   Em

C                                  B

meoril jilkkeun mukkgo 

Em

angyeongeul beoseodeonjyeo

 C                                          B                     Em

nan jigeum hwaga nasseum jjajeungi nasseum

C                             B

dapjangeul haejugo sipdagado

Em

ssoadaeneun maltudeuri

C                                    B          Em

jeonhyeo sarangseureopji anha

C                              B                           Em                  

siwonhan maekjureul han kaen masida yeah

C                              B                           Em

mundeuk seuchyeo jinaganeun eojeui gieok

C                              B                           Em

jigeum saenggakhae bonikka naega wae

C                                                 B       Em

ttaeryeochiwosseoya haessneunde

C                              B             Em

modu soneul deureo Beer Cheers u

                          C                              B            Em

aswipji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                              B          Em

useumbakke naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                            B    Em

nun tteoboni beolsseo achimi wasseum

C  B      Em

uuuuuuuuuu

C  B      Em

uuuuuuuuuu

C                             B                        Em

Everyday working ireodaga jukgessne

C                          B

But I love this right

Em

igeon naege majji

C                              B

baragiman haessdeon Up all night

Em

meori apeun ildeulman gadeukhae

C                     B                        Em

nan jigeum gwabuhaga wasseum

C                              B                           Em                  

siwonhan maekjureul han kaen masida yeah

C                              B                           Em
mundeuk seuchyeo jinaganeun eojeui gieok

C                              B                           Em
jigeum saenggakhae bonikka naega wae

C                              B                           Em
ttaeryeochiwosseoya haessneunde

C                              B             Em

modu soneul deureo Beer Cheers u

                            C                              B            Em
aswipji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                              B          Em
useumbakke naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                            B                        Em
nun tteoboni beolsseo achimi wasseum

C                   B                 Em

jigyeopdorok gateun ilsang soge

Am            B               Em

oneulman saragago sipeojyeo

C            B                          Em

geopmeokji ma Just face

                               Am    B

what you are doing yeah

Em

sigani eopseum

C                              B             Em

modu soril jilleo Feel this yeah

                               C                    B         Em

duryeopji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                          B                  Em

useumjocha naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                B            Em

nun tteoboni beolsseo

C B Em

C B Em

C B Em

Am B Em

C B Em

B Em

C B Em

Am B Em

C B Em

C                        B                           Em

modu soneul deureo Beer Cheers u

                          C                            B        Em

aswipji anheun cheongchundapge Face it

C                             B                                              Em

useumbakke naoji anhneun modeun sanghwange

Am                           B   Em

nun tteoboni beolsseo achimi wasseum

uuuuuuuuuu

uuuuuuuuuu

achimi wasseum

which path ? // my 2014's confusion

hey,

(honestly, i'm not sure who i am talk to everytime i said "hey" in my blog)

but hey, 

for you who is struggling with your life..

for you who is trapped with something like job, your own passion, your love life..

stay sane..

don't give up.

2014 is my biggest year because music choose me. i didn't like to work for a company in my 20's but 5 years have passed, it seems i'm already out of my deadline. i'm no longer making any lists, bucket list, wishlist. it's not that i don't motivated by something but, i know i have to do or make something better, not only dreaming. so by the time, i've changed. 

there's a point in ourselves that we can't change but we always got a life lessons so it's impossible for us to stay the same the whole years. example : i STILL like a simple style, but people don't think my mind is simple now. because we are keep growing, keep learning, keep falling. and i can feel that it's like going back to 2014. where i was confuse with my life. which life's path that i should walk on.

i think my high school's life is my latest comfort zone. it's not that i wasn't grateful for what i achieved. but look at everybody else, i'm so different. i lost my dad when i was 21 years old and it was in my birthday. it's not easy but i know my lil brother suffering much than me. he was still in elementary that year. i always comparing my life with others, that's my bad side. but i always make it as a reference to stay alive. that, the earth is keep rotating. don't worry, we aren't always at the bottom of our lives. someday we will know how it feels to be on top. 

by the way "see you on top", Mr. Headbox said to me. 

i know.. 

i gotta try and be consistent

i've come so far like this

i just can't give up 

you know,

writing is the best treatment for me

so i will keep writing to you 

anyone, thanks for supporting me 

'til today

i have a silly and arrogant wishlist,

here

updated list :

i want to be rich and help poor people.

Nyanyi di Mini Gignya Irine Sugiarto

yasss! ini kedua kalinya main di gig Irine Sugiarto. kali ini judulnya Tiba-Tiba Ready, Set, Nyanyi. sesuai sama judulnya itu, kita emang tiba-tiba aja gitu. aku awalnya iseng dm yuk kapan ketemu lagi. kebetulan dia emang pas lagi pulang ke Balikpapan terus mau bikin mini gig dan diajak ngejam gitu. asyik! kali ini, panggungnya enak banget, santai yang santai banget dah. nggak perlu ini itu, apa adanya dan mereka, kru, penonton yang kebanyakan musisi lokal juga, suportif banget. kerasa banget hangat suasananya. dan yang motoin juga banyak, bagus-bagus juga. ada wawan, kak paksi, sama wicky-super chooper. ini ada beberapa foto dari mereka, thanks berat!

buat Irine, makasih banyak dan pengisi lainnya (emi, kak ezra), semoga sukses! see you on the next gigs~

 

photo by:

@paksisandang

@electroduceboy_

@wancukz