the changes

lightnings are still happen outside since the past hour

i just get home after work and having a late dinner with my friends

it's 2:23 a.m when i'm typing on my laptop... finally...

the last day has come (after 15 days)

i miss this, typing on my laptop

listen to the fan's sound, calm..

it is just the perfect me time for me

i still can feel my back hurt

hurt for the wholeeee weekdays-weekend

but it's not a problem since i really want to do physical job

so?

what is the changes?

i think it's very small changes from me

1. i don't have any goals now
2. my life is wayyyyy to simple now (i don't force myself, when i'm tired take a break and learn how to let go of things that doesn't belong to me anymore)
3. talk or not talk to anyone is fine for me, i don't take it seriously anymore, it's so flexible now
4. take any chance, take any chance, even if i am unfit or lack of sleep, i don't wanna miss one chance (music activity or a real working) i might make my music activity as a real job for me someday but idk yet, depends on many factors
5. i'm not process oriented anymore but also the result now
6. emotionally stable now, i mean.. i don't hide my emotional and hoarding it myself. i ask my mom or my bestie to help me at least to just listen to me and give me the most effective solution of it

so, who am i ? 

this is my public journal

everyone can read this

and everyone has their own rights to judge and to see

prove that i love myself since i made this blog

until now, it never disappoint me at all

playlist : Westlife - Westlife Album