i stop doing music

i remember my last stage was when i sing at Samarinda with Irine and the other musicians. 

i promised myself that it is my last performance this year.

it's my 9th performance long as i being solo musician. 

i'm healing myself nowadays. 

i think it was my thought only, but i wanna tell that fake people, toxic people are exist

around us.

i've been in anger, i never fail myself, i never disappoint myself

'cause i always know what i'm doing

what's my purpose..

but then i met these people

who is trapped me with their bad words

they make me hate myself 

but then again i think my walls are too weak 

so they can come in easily

they know no boundary 

i mean, if you don't have positive or good words

can you just quiet ?

even cursing, i avoid that

out of it, i don't even care anymore

that's their big problem 

only them who can solve the problem 

people who underestimate someone is people who doubt theirselves a lot

'cause i believe that words are reflecting our own selves

so, i made my debut again after restarting my life 

i perform at Telkom yesterday in the early morning at 8 

and that is my last perform before i move (temporarily) to another city in Kalimantan 

this is my last performance this year

i'm gonna miss me sing on stage :)