13. Mind & The City: TALK ABOUT DREAMS

Dreams and life are always connected. When we have a dream and wanna make it come true, just take the actions. Dreams with no execution is impossible tho. It's okay to speak out our dreams. Maybe with discussing it to a friend. For me, it always works. Talk about dreams is like praying. It's the best way to ask and God will always help. 

One month before i work for Thiess, when i was on my way to the market with my mom. I was texting my sista on WhatsApp. I texted "I will get better job so we could shop fruits & vegetables together". 

And she replied "Nice idea!"

I knew i was both telling my hopes and praying at the time. I remember another one. When i was on my way to.. (i forgot). Mostly i'm thinking about something when i'm riding my bike.. So i told myself that "i will get my main and side job, so i will get busier and that's all i wanted."

Alhamdulillah, it happened just like my prays. I didn't expect too much on it. I just keep it simple. And anything goes well during these 6 months.

Do You Know What You Want ?

Planning something or get what you want the most. Sometimes it's, mmm not.. It's (often) works on me. Like getting more spirit of this life, beside what we already get and the family. Of course you need something you do for yourself. Like thinking to buy new stuff, place it on your desk or in your bedroom. Or get skin treatment, travelling, collect favorite books,etc.

I always do it. I am not afraid to say i am a dreamer. Even when  i said "i don't know what to do anymore", honestly it never really happen on me. Sometimes, i'm just confuse where to start. But, i guess people in the world has their own plan or dream, anything they want, it's normal people do in life. Except he/she doesn't want anything, it's kinda weird. So, i can say that it is important to have a good plan to your life. Better if you have the detail. But just don't get too much plans, just make it simple. 

Maybe like 

"I want to learn Chinese"

Or

"I want to buy a house"

It's sounds like mm.. to-do list, maybe. Or anything you called it.

These days, i'm thinking to learn Arabic from the basic again. Not the language.. I mean, i want to read Al-Qur'an better than before.Honestly, i'm too afraid to say about this, but who knows if it would inspire others too ? So, i'm totally don't want to show off, just telling what i want these days. And out of my very big dream to have that.., to have this.., to get those.. in close time i just want to get a job 

that i like. I mean, i can manage time better like i could work, i could hang out, i could play, i have enough time for my mom and brothers. Not focus on work and work only. I don't want to waste my time in office, you know.. It's not my thing. Although i have to do that in the beginning. Almost every time when i get a new job. However, there's still a doubt inside me. It always happens. Have dreams, have plans and DOUBT. But i think lil doubt is okay, it won't destroy me. 

5 months ago, i posted about Muse place. It is Loa Kulu. And i wrote there, that i want to study English Literature. It seems so old. It was my dream when i was 17. And now i almost 22 in next month, it's mean there's so many to do list that i made that time, i can't inked out that point yet now. I'm not regreting or what.. Just i used to think that i can do anything by myself. And i'm curious, i want to prove something to anyone who stared at me for a long time and watched me doing it myself. I don't know whether they are exist or not. 

But by the time, my problem is getting harder, its level is higher than before. And the quantity is increase. Ah~ this is happen again, i don't know what i talk about here. Finally, i have to do my priority plan in close time. If you are doing it, make it simple. Hope you enjoy my article, i know it's boring but maybe you'll like it. Haha. Have a nice day!

What Else ?

Percaya nggak kalo kita merencanakan sesuatu dengan baik pasti nanti hasilnya juga bisa kita dapetin dengan baik ? Like prepare well before do something. I believe in it. But this time it's not about job. Well, the real me is back now.

Same as before, I don't get any job yet except few weeks ago that I got an online job from my 언니 in Korea and got much money back on my bank account, thanks onni. But now I won't tell about job and occupation and all things connected to it, i just wanna have fun. Again, I believe in the dreams strength included hope, pray, and effort. I used to make so many lists on my journal. Could be list to buy, list to make, etc. And this blog is one of my journal, that's why I named it "The Rooftop Journal". First, because I really love when I was standing on Rooftop and I really often writing on journal. It's my happiness. The truth about happiness ;) 

Example. I once posted about Samson Go Mic that be the one on my list to buy in June 2014 (I really wanted to have it since 2013) and finally I bought 'em in September 2014 after sold my Samsung phone. Well.. hmm, another thing is
when I decided to have a camera 'n until finally my dad offered me to make certain about what type of camera that I wanted n needed. So, in March I got it!

It's so simple. It's like write anything what you want on paper and put it in a place, may be secret space or public space like a blog or social media, and then just waiting for the right time and maybe the right people who could bring anything you want to your hands. It's not about asking something to anyone. It's not about other people outside or your friends but your parent! :D 

I'm so excited to write my "list to buy", maybe for some reasons. First, it's like a new born in 20s age. You know, it feels different. Some people say it's time to do serious thing like working serious or have serious relationship, well I guess not. I don't feel like that at all. Reversely, I found new happiness in my own self. Like being more happy now at the age of 20. Like a free bird, fly to anywhere I want and free choose what I need to do. So, i prefer to choose my hobby and anything that I loved than coerce myself to be other people's pretention. And i'm still happy to be single. :D

Umm, the intro is quit long :P Honestly I want to write or tell about my next list after a camera and microphone. It's an Ultrabook. Ultrabook is one of Laptop's types in the whole world :D There's so many laptop's types if you intend to know it actually. And why I choose Ultrabook? Because I want to the simple one, slim, light, fast, and I can bring it with me when I'm in travel. The decision is Lenovo Ideapad U410 $399 or more.

It has three colours as I know, Red, Blue, and Black. 

I did research of Laptop since 2 weeks ago when I attacked by Diarhea, it was terrible! 4 days, my body was so weak and all i can do is just lay down - toilet - lay down - toilet again. Until finally i gave up and my mom picked me up to Doctor. During that 4 days, i searched about the spesific laptop I need on Bhinneka, Lazada, and other sites. I need a better laptop than mine (exactly it's moms). 

I was choosing so many laptops. Ultrabooks, Hybrids and the basic one. But believe me, they are so great! Take a look.

1. ASUS Transformer T100
2. Acer Switch 10, $389
3. HP Pavilion 11 x360 Red, $399

 Some features that I notice on choosing a laptop :

1. Processor
2. Laptop design
3. RAM size
4. HD size
5. Price

 Nah, what else next? :) It's an ultrabook. I just hope and pray that my effort will appear as a miracle. Have a nice day!