Saturday, January 11, 2020

forever more // gamaliel lyric

never really want to admit it
that i know none
not a single thing in life that i know about
thought i'd never care much about it
but you’re never there
at least one thing i finally know
through the pain is how we learn

no i cannot believe you anymore fall in love
but don't ever fall in deep with this world
see it through my eyes
no i never really wanted to stay
to say the least i wish i could stay
no i never really wanted you
don't ever bring me down

who was just I’m talking to
i dont even know you
never even care to try
to lean on just to cry
you're lookin' so good little brother
don't you see me
don't even bother
just remember don't you blame a mirror
for i lose faith and

can't believe you anymore fall in love
but don't ever fall in deep with this world
see it through my eyes
no i never really wanted to stay
to say the least i wish i could stay
no i never really wanted you
don’t ever bring me down

hold my hands
hold my hands
i love you
i’m longin' for your love
i’m stayin' don't you leave again
through all my tears
and all my fears
just save me from myself again
no wait in vain
just hold me till the end
into the grave
forever more i pray

hold my hands
hold my hands
i love you
hold my hands
hold my hands
i love you
i'm longin’ for your love
i'm stayin' don't you leave again
through all my tears
and all my fears
just save me from myself again
no wait in vain
just hold me till the end
into the grave
forever more i pray

Sunday, January 5, 2020

routine


i will remember this moment all my life. 3 hours trip by bus to the office. and 13 hours of total working hours and travel here. go back to the rent room at 20:30 just for sleep. and still counting the days 'til i get myself back to the city. 

the sacrifice and everything here.. 
it always remind me to not complain about life. one or two times it's okay. 

"pressure make diamonds"